Well I'm bored and some random poem came to my head and so I decided to post it! It may not make sense but I'm in the process of writting a random short story and this goes well with it. Kinda sad and dark and totally not like me but when you're bored, I guess whatever entertains you.......
Desolate darkness, so silent and still
Engulfs souls that possess no will.
Slowly it entwines to your doomed fate,
and by the time you take notice it will all be too late.
Walking on the edge is all your life will be,
a continuance of Drama and tragedy.
Though no one will notice and you may not care,
The battle of Good vs. Evil is drawing rapidly near.
To determine the fate of all human kind,
Is a girl who is strong and wise of the mind.
Baring a tormented past unfixed and cruel,
shall she fight for a side on the LAST final duel.
Loved by all and respected by more,
she will rise above them all to settle a bitter score.
The side of which she shall fight,
will be determined over night.
Through past, present, and all that will be,
can determine which side shall rule for enternity.
But unmoved she will be fighting for a side,
Until one day when the fates change their tide....
School just got out, and I'm happy (who wouldn't?)I think I have eleven more days until I'm outta this bird cage and into summer break. Whooo! I can't wait, save for the summer homework! Today English was really fun and we argued civily (oxymoron?) about a book called Black Boy, it's quite interesting actually. Anyways I have to go to a dentist appointment and I really hate the dentist! They're evil little people who make your mouth hurt afterwards! Well I think that's enough of my rants for today, hasta luego!
Have you ever felt alone? Where no one listens to you and pay no heed, and you just feel as if you're invisible to the world? You start to close yourself up, losing hope in ever finding someone who's willing to listen, who'll see past the differences, and who'll see past the sterotypes. Alone. It's a cold word, and yet everyone goes through it. Even if you're surrounded by people, some find it hard to feel acceptted or to acknowledge the fact, because it would be easier for them to cope incase someone close to them does something to shatter their trust. A protective shell to prepare for the future. I doesn't have to be that way, it never does, and what it boils down to is that others don't make us be alone, it's ourselves who do that; unwilling to break out of their comfort zone, too preocupied with what might happen in the future, and we cling to the past in which brings a level of comfort, and that warmth is what people dare not leave, and therefore; living alone, for it is the unwillingness to let go and move on that makes us feel that way.
Yesterday I had to go to Clarkston for a softball game and we didn't get back 'til late into the night. When I got home, I had to pull an all nighter to reformat a huuuge report and only had two hours of sleep. Waking up at six in the morning, I realized that I didn't have to attend school that day b/c I had a band trip to go on. Go fig. However; due to missing two days worth of school, I'm up to my ears in homework, what a wonderful start to an unlucky day huh?
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